Sunday, February 28, 2010
Title: ( Sunny yet rainy )

Today i got my contacts! I had a hard time putting that little thing into my eyes and taking it out! I keep scared later poke till my eyes?Den nid wash here wash there so ma fan -.-'' But no choice mom force me to wear it."Life is unfair.Put the ball into their net and u can celebrate in front of them" Coach Caleb say that for me its "Life is unfair. Stfu and accept it. U mean nothing".
I mean wth la people call u bastard u nothing to say i call one dick u kpkb show attitude den dun wan talk to me? Fine la. Have it ur way

Labels: Within the truth hides the lie...Within the lie hides the truth...

Friday, February 26, 2010
Title: ( Olo )

Today very sian e maths retest i forgot how do some question -.-'' den after school got floorball waited till 2.10 den we went down? I was busying disturbing irene,cheryl and elijah when doing their project. And i just realise elijah is worse than a dick! He wore irenes top and spin around like a girl wth -.-.
Den got floorball den i scored :D den etyco scored too! I was like wtfh? Now downloading wonder king to play! Clifty say its fun O.O

Labels: A sense of longing isn't enough to turn the clock around

Wednesday, February 24, 2010
Title: ( Maybe there was never hope. )

There never was a paradise for me.All my life i've been behaving like a asshole i get into trouble with teachers i screw up everything i've done despite all this i believe it was a right decision to know you. I just want you to know that I've never regretted it. But at the end of the day i stand yet alone.
I am a piece of trash.I'm useless.I'm crap.I'm shit.I piss people off.I upset myself.And i wallow in self despair.
Zhexian (1995- 2010 and still going on)

Labels: aww I'm so dark now

Tuesday, February 23, 2010
Title: ( )

(I miss you miss you)
Hello there the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in backround of the morgue
The unsespecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
And we'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never end

Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness comes creeping on so haunting everytime
And as I stared I counted the webs from all the spiders
catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
And hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
stop this pain tonight

Don't waste your time on me your already the voice inside my head
Don't waste your time on me your already the voice inside my head
Don't waste your time on me your already the voice inside my head
Don't waste your time on me your already the voice inside my head
Don't waste your time on me your already the voice inside my head
Don't waste your time on me your already the voice inside my head

I miss you miss you
I miss you miss you
I miss you miss you
I miss you miss you
I miss you miss you
I miss you miss you

I miss you by Blink 182!

Title: ( I can see the ending )

I like twgok :D its the world god only knows! Its bout this zaister call keima and this devil call elsea x.x the devil call keima kami sama which means god i think? Keima fills the crack in girls heart to force the runaway spirit out of their heart... using love? lol altogether its a comical manga thats funny :D

Labels: I can see the ending

Monday, February 22, 2010
Title: ( Fack la )

What the hell is wrong with me la. First i lost something damm important the next day i lost my phone sia. Dog can stupid bus driver dun wan open the door. I hope you become a eunuch la facker if u stop i could have got back my phone rite. And ur mom fly la faggot who took my phone i call u hang up my call? Ur mom and dad fly far far la i hope u if ur a guy die cock stand den if ur a girl... hmm i cant think of anything constructive -.- Ah whatever la

Labels: What the hell is wrong with me.

Sunday, February 21, 2010
Title: ( )

Lol Anderson ice cream family thingy fro 5 person de 33.50 my father bought for me i eat everything LOL i even drink the chocolate :D super tasty and nice espiacially the cookie dip in melted chocolate! Heavenly sia den 10 scoops of ice cream :) eat till so damm shiok.
I guess its right. Ice cream do cheer u up ;D

Labels: more Anderson dammit

Saturday, February 20, 2010
Title: ( What to do? )

If apologizing doesn't help den what in the world would? Sorry no cure? den what got cure? i didn't mean it.Sure.. still my fault i never say not my fault right? i apologize right? no cure? den u tell me what the hell got cure la! Wad must i do to get ur forgiveness? Jump down the building for you?
Nothing i do will help right? So why do i bother being sad? Ur probably talking to ur other frens now. I feel so insignificant. Do i really mean nothing to you? Must u let 2 words ruin everything? Yes u say 2 year mean nothing. But i dun feel that way.

Labels: Sorry no cure? den u tell me what got cure.

Title: ( Happy Birthday genevieve )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GENEVIEVE :D
Todays 20th of feb its genevieve birthday~ shes 15 already so old :X
Short post bye :D

Friday, February 19, 2010
Title: ( 19th of febuary )

Its 11.43 now gona 12 le its gona be geneieve's birthday! I'm so nice i remembered :D Haven't been updating for awhile since i came back from chinese new year excursion to Thailand.Soo 1. It was plain hell 2. itss boring 3. the car ride took like 10 hour and my ass was cracking okay now doing maths damm alot question. Mr lees a meanie make us do so much.Still dare say only...

Tuesday, February 9, 2010
Title: ( 9th of Feburary )

Okay todays a boring day. Only thing i remembered about school was napfa and the assembly. The assembly was super boring almost fell asleep. Den someone got public caning :O but den he tio cane like no reaction siol so cool! I think its because he wear boxers to cover his underwear den pe pants to cover his boxer den long pants to cover his pe pants then plus onebook = not pain at all
Okay im being lame late le i go sleep bye

Monday, February 8, 2010
Title: ( Continue bout sentosa trip :D )

Uh okay continue from yesterday it was fun bla bla bla. So yeah interview the girl ang moh den we go back look for hidayah who was emoing there alone for 2 hours im so sorry hidayah :D hidayahs pro la the Malays she find hor talk so much den she ask such constructive questions. Before we go interview the Malays i treat shi hui geneieve and hidayah to drink! Im no nice :D for hidayah i even got her chocolate waffles! Nice right!
So first malay was a breeze had a hard time looking for another one. We were looking for a malay with the funny head thingy ( any Malays dun feel offended its hakim fault for not telling me what its call!) The malay we found hor in the end dun have the scarf thingy o.o she was just behind us tending to a little shop which sell things such as Frisbee.
Den after her we decided to take some photos for credits basically its photos which i end up being an idiot and downtrodden by the girls there was one when shi hui force me to squat down and when i refuse to she put her whole body weight on me wth la so heavy. Den there was one where i did mr bean. Den that Damm hidayah go eat her chocolate waffles during the photo shot and the chocolate drip on my head wth.
Okay that sums it up bye :D

Labels: 我能给的却又不是你想要拥有的, 爱我却不能够给你我全部

Sunday, February 7, 2010
Title: ( To sentosa :D )

Today went sentosa;palawan beach with shi hui,hidayah and geneieve to do el project suppose meet at 12 den they told me 1 den the phone so noisy! They say meet at candy empire i didn't hear den i went to sentosa with my cousin alone. Go show her around, reach there then they tell me meet at candy empire then they wan me go back to vivo. Obviously i not dumb till go back la! So i gave excuses went to the beach and catch starfish :D
Den when they arrive at 1.30 we went through the project thingy.
At first i was so bored no enthusiasm at all~ den after that i go interview ang mohs. First ang moh was so friendly! But very disastrous its like i suppose to be the interviewer den i and shi hui panic den in the end she say all the question den i hide behind her back. So first one failed. Second one we walk to the end of a beach saw some other angmoh.
Ask him if can interview he glare at me den ask me go away. 3rd one was super funny i tell u he like know abit english abit duno i ask him what he think of racial harmony he replied " I think there's lots of Indian" i was like wat the fish? Indians? Alot? den shi hui was trying not to laugh so another failed attempt.
4th ang moh was so professional :D i ask him what he think about a multi-racial society he told me its good den he talk about how in Belgium not much effort put into racial harmony. Den say there alot of Africans and other people den got tension.
Fifth ang moh was a girl quite chio :D but not as chio as the one i wanted to do. Den shi hui and geneieve were like asking me to approach her and say hey gorgeous i was like wtf okay la no time tomorrow den continue

Saturday, February 6, 2010
Title: ( So many fails in test D: )

Sch start one month fail 2 test already. Ss i got 36/50 which is a F9 chem i got 14/30... For chem i pro till they ask for elements i go put the temperature -.- zzz still havent get back my maths though. I think after i get back maths den 4 fails le. so epic siol. My cousin from taiwan come singapore :D shes super chio too bad i duno how post photos or i could post it.

Labels: Why do u have to hurt urself?

Wednesday, February 3, 2010
Title: ( E maths )

Zzz i do a maths do till e maths gong can even my e maths also can forget. i dun know wth is wrong with me la i feel so stress nowadays i lose my temper for no apparant reason and i feel like dropping a maths. But wth i barely took a maths for a month den wan drop le thats such a loser behavior so i'm totally not gona do it. K back to a maths

Labels: A maths suck

Tuesday, February 2, 2010
Title: ( Too much homework -.- )

Omg la school start barely 1 month i wan faint le. i'm having so much trouble with my a maths i pratically dunnoe every single thing la. I believe im gona get 0/20 for my a maths test. And i believe mr lee would call my dad and i would get into deep shit but it doesnt matter la no matter how hard i try i still fail but what matters is i put in effort right!

Labels: Do not cry cheer up :D