Somebody ripped my heart out & leave me here to bleed alive.
Wednesday, March 31, 2010
Title: ( )


See miss teo's wedding photo.Shes officially a Mrs Tan. See that joon kiat?
Today was quite stupid had a maths after recess. Mr Lee entered the class and it was dirty? The boys were force to do push ups? When i was doing i hear wu han laughing den i can't help but laugh! Den Mr lee also laugh den i laugh till can't do wth.

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The time is, 9:29 PM
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
Title: ( The sky is so high~ )


Today after sch got house practice. Had tug of war Lost 1 buck to alvin! I bet our class will win sia! And that traitor alvin bet they'll lose. After the classes finish we played tug of war with the teachers! Mr soo lose us suppose give us each 10 buck den he go sore. Say he never bet wth.
Okay look i'm sorry kay. U might not forgive me but anyway sorry. I know it isn't nice to call u a slut. But u called me dog first. For no freaking reason. You know how pissed i was? So anyway sorry.

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The time is, 11:00 PM
Monday, March 29, 2010
Title: ( 29th of march )


Its monday already and i'm still doing my hw. Wad a good day of celebrating the weekend. Cleared my english and a maths. Now doing my geog notes which includes 6 chapters. I have no freaking idea what time i'll be done with it. I feel super tired. And All The Thing She Said is so freaking nice.


The time is, 12:21 AM
Thursday, March 25, 2010
Title: ( )


Today no physics! Wait is got physics but kuang never come which is damm fortunate cause i slept at 2 yesterday. Instead this old cher take over him. What can i say? All physics teacher suck. Its so true. She was boring too but better than kuang lor.
After school had geog in it resource room got air-con sia rather shiok. Geog have this graded open book test. Not enough time den Mrs chia say finish your last sentence. After sch suppose to have house practice. But i couldn't find anyone? So i and benjy went home. Den from 4.30 slack all the way till 10.

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The time is, 10:02 PM
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
Title: ( )


I'm Gonna Make A Change,
For Once In My Life
It's Gonna Feel Real Good,
Gonna Make A Difference
Gonna Make It Right . . .

As I, Turn Up The Collar On My
Favourite Winter Coat
This Wind Is Blowin' My Mind
I See The Kids In The Street,
With Not Enough To Eat
Who Am I, To Be Blind?
Pretending Not To See
Their Needs
A Summer's Disregard,
A Broken Bottle Top
And A One Man's Soul
They Follow Each Other On
The Wind Ya' Know
'Cause They Got Nowhere
To Go
That's Why I Want You To
Know

I'm Starting With The Man In
The Mirror
I'm Asking Him To Change
His Ways
And No Message Could Have
Been Any Clearer
If You Wanna Make The World
A Better Place
(If You Wanna Make The
World A Better Place)
Take A Look At Yourself, And
Then Make A Change
(Take A Look At Yourself, And
Then Make A Change)
(Na Na Na, Na Na Na, Na Na,
Na Nah)

I've Been A Victim Of A Selfish
Kind Of Love
It's Time That I Realize
That There Are Some With No
Home, Not A Nickel To Loan
Could It Be Really Me,
Pretending That They're Not
Alone?

A Willow Deeply Scarred,
Somebody's Broken Heart
And A Washed-Out Dream
(Washed-Out Dream)
They Follow The Pattern Of
The Wind, Ya' See
Cause They Got No Place
To Be
That's Why I'm Starting With
Me
(Starting With Me!)

I'm Starting With The Man In
The Mirror
(Ooh!)
I'm Asking Him To Change
His Ways
(Ooh!)
And No Message Could Have
Been Any Clearer
If You Wanna Make The World
A Better Place
(If You Wanna Make The
World A Better Place)
Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make A Change
(Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make A Change)

I'm Starting With The Man In
The Mirror
(Ooh!)
I'm Asking Him To Change His
Ways
(Change His Ways-Ooh!)
And No Message Could've
Been Any Clearer
If You Wanna Make The World
A Better Place
(If You Wanna Make The
World A Better Place)
Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make That . . .
(Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make That . . .)
Change!

I'm Starting With The Man In
The Mirror,
(Man In The Mirror-Oh
Yeah!)
I'm Asking Him To Change
His Ways
(Better Change!)
No Message Could Have
Been Any Clearer
(If You Wanna Make The
World A Better Place)
(Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make The Change)
(You Gotta Get It Right, While
You Got The Time)
('Cause When You Close Your
Heart)
You Can't Close Your . . .Your
Mind!
(Then You Close Your . . .
Mind!)
That Man, That Man, That
Man, That Man
With That Man In The Mirror
(Man In The Mirror, Oh Yeah!)
That Man, That Man, That Man
I'm Asking Him To Change
His Ways
(Better Change!)
You Know . . .That Man
No Message Could Have
Been Any Clearer
If You Wanna Make The World
A Better Place
(If You Wanna Make The
World A Better Place)
Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make A Change
(Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make A Change)
Hoo! Hoo! Hoo! Hoo! Hoo!
Na Na Na, Na Na Na, Na Na,
Na Nah
(Oh Yeah!)
Gonna Feel Real Good Now!
Yeah Yeah! Yeah Yeah!
Yeah Yeah!
Na Na Na, Na Na Na, Na Na,
Na Nah
(Ooooh . . .)
Oh No, No No . . .
I'm Gonna Make A Change
It's Gonna Feel Real Good!
Come On!
(Change . . .)
Just Lift Yourself
You Know
You've Got To Stop It.
Yourself!
(Yeah!-Make That Change!)
I've Got To Make That Change,
Today!
Hoo!
(Man In The Mirror)
You Got To
You Got To Not Let Yourself . . .
Brother . . .
Hoo!
(Yeah!-Make That Change!)
You Know-I've Got To Get
That Man, That Man . . .
(Man In The Mirror)
You've Got To
You've Got To Move! Come
On! Come On!
You Got To . . .
Stand Up! Stand Up!
Stand Up!
(Yeah-Make That Change)
Stand Up And Lift
Yourself, Now!
(Man In The Mirror)
Hoo! Hoo! Hoo!
Aaow!
(Yeah-Make That Change)
Gonna Make That Change . . .
Come On!
(Man In The Mirror)
You Know It!
You Know It!
You Know It!
You Know . . .
(Change . . .)
Make That Change.


The time is, 7:09 PM
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
Title: ( )


Today was super boring. Tomorrows going to be boring too. Had English lesson today, met Mrs Pan. First thing she came in was wheres Mr James? Wow tywathe ur famous. Mrs Pan is a super dramatic teacher. Attend her lesson like seeing clown perform? At 9.45 went to register for the ic thing. Went to history next at it resource room. After recess had physics the most boring lesson ever. Keep nodding off. Mr Kuang make Mr Tan seem super pro. Miss teo didn't come to sch today! Had 2 hour of free period whooo!
After sch went to kfc we joon tarded, tywathe and cliftarded to KFC for lunch. After that go cliftarded's house got own by him first match in Wii football 8-2. Den after that i played with tywathe who feeded me 5-0! Den after that i play with cliftarded and won! Tywathe's such a good nourishment. Went home at 7 as i was crossing the road to my block i saw miss teo! I was like hi miss teo and she said hi o.o she was with her husband heading for westmall. Her husband sooo tall can? And i think miss teo live near me!

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The time is, 9:07 PM
Sunday, March 21, 2010
Title: ( 20th of march )


Today saturday. Woke up at 1pm. Slept like a pig because it was raining and damm shiok. At 3 pm went to causeway point to buy my school shoe. Went to royal sporting house, Converse , Sportlink and bata no sch shoes thats nice -.-
Went to metro to shop around and saw a levi! There's a ncie shoe which i wanted to wear to sch. But den dun have my size. I wan size 43 dun have only got 41.
!@#$ it Den i saw this super nice casual wear shoes 80 buck i bought it. Couldn't resist it! It was too nice! I'll post the photo when i have the time

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The time is, 2:08 AM
Friday, March 19, 2010
Title: ( A maths suck. Like seriously )


Title says it all. A maths suck. Everytime do a maths confirm either feel dulan or 自卑 i think the chinese is correct ba. Do till headache and it was like only 3 question? Gave me a mild fever from thinking too much.
Drank some sparkling juice my neighbour give me. Its from london! Drank it and felt my body burn realise it contain alcohol. Now i feel so weird. Like body kana burn like that.
Desmond sort of introduce a song call Playing With Fire. Its super nice haven't hear good music for a long time -.- and i found a band i like! Its call Amber Pacific and they seriously rock. Do check them out :D
Now friday le 2 more day den holiday ends... Noooo! And i haven't even start with my hw dammit.

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The time is, 12:07 AM
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
Title: ( o_o )


Yesterday was super sian -.- went to sch for some geog competition thingy. 8.45 reach 4.30 go home slacked for 8 hour henson they all doing i seeing them do and de siaoing them -.- and jia ten is a gl little dick! I didn't do anything playing dota turn up look at him den he keep knn me. Wtf. After came back from sch go bath. Bath le do Mr Kohs re edited el project. Remove the song. Re-edit the subtitles finish at 11.50 =.= upload took 30 minute. Call mr koh to give me more time to upload. Den after upload finish i send him link ask him check he gl me. Tell me he can't serve me 24/7 if tomorrow he check his email dun have my problem -.- wdfh sia. So i decided to spam him 11 of it?


The time is, 11:30 AM
Sunday, March 14, 2010
Title: ( Alice in wonderland 3D! )


Yesterday suppose to went for some advocte shit. At first i tot got leadership points but knn go there actualy is bonsai appreciation crap. So i and esturbation skipped it decided to go to westmall watch movie he wanted to watch Alice In Wondeland 3D but i wanted to watch being human -.- so we argued in the end alice in wonderland. Watched the movie at 1.30 so before that he came my house. We played l4d2 and my facking mouse spoiled! Esturbation touch it den spoil... so qiao... confirm is cause of his nub aura. L4D2 was fun we played expert without a mouse and got raped by the zombies! One hit 20 dmg sia wtf. One place 2 tank 2 witch! How play? Somemore no mouse.
The movie costed 14 o_o but it was in 3D well worth it i say! Rather epic :D alice killed a dragon thingy and end of story ;D LOL. And i realise that Toy story 3 coming out this year. And its in 3D! seriously the world is going 3D O_O.


The time is, 9:09 PM
Friday, March 12, 2010
Title: ( Wooohooo )


Holidays are here officially after sch :D today had a maths test. Probably fail. Panicked and forgot everything. Today got ss super sian listen till zone out stare at screen den dreaming. After sch got floorball but i skip :X i skip and went home to sleep -.- Was super tired. Tomorrow got one advocate thingy from 8 till 5.30 -.-. My lappy crying for me to stay. It wants my pro finger all over it!

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The time is, 11:03 PM
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
Title: ( I finally understand a maths :D )


Today fruitful day i finally know something about a maths :D mr lee was being zai again and doing it like it was nobody's business. Makes me feel super stress out. Flooded with hw. Mr lee said his homework is number 1 and maths is number 1 other not important wtf...?
After sch went with clifty, esturbation and jian dick to the bookshop cliftys mom work in to plastic their project thingy. After that go mr teh tarik while jian dick went back to sch to pass his geog teacher the paper. Ate shredded chicken noodles and it sucks =.= den went home. Esturbation was being a dick keep pushing me out of the seat. Den i went and sit alone den hear my phone, den he went and pinch my chest when i was gona sleep. Then i turn around he was like whats wrong? i pinch ur chest only. That pissed me off so much i punch his head -.-
Went home tuition. Den dad come home want me wear contacts. Den the stupid contacts got problem and i tio attitude. Basically contacts are nothing but trouble.
I feel so pissed. Feel very neglected. God damm.

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The time is, 5:41 PM
Tuesday, March 9, 2010
Title: ( Thank You by simple plan )


I thought that I could always count on you,
I thought that nothing could become between us two.
We said as long as we would stick together,
We’d be alright,
We’d be ok.
But I was stupid
And you broke me down
I’ll never be the same again.

So thank you for showing me,
That best friends can not be trusted,
And thank you for lying to me,
Your friendship and good times we had you can have them back

Yeah!

I wonder why it always has to hurt,
For every lesson that you have to learn.
I won’t forget what you did to me,
How you showed me things,
I wish I’d never seen.
But I was stupid,
And you broke me down,
I’ll never be the same again.

So thank you for showing me,
That best friends can not be trusted,
And thank you for lying to me,
Your friendship the good times we had you can have them back

When the tables turn again,
You’ll remember me my friend,
You’ll be wishing I was there for you.
I’ll be the one you’ll miss the most,
But you’ll only find my ghost.
As time goes by,
You’ll wonder why,
You’re all alone.

So thank you for showing me,
That best friends can not be trusted,
And thank you for lying to me,
Your friendship and good times we had you can have them back.

So thank you, for lying to me,
So thank you, for all the times you let me down
So thank you, for lying to me,
So thank you, your friendship you can have it back

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The time is, 10:31 PM

Title: ( Fack all the shit u give me. )


Today at sch mood okay okay quite happy had pccg on sex education quite funny? Den after pccg sch end but we got maths supplementary. Mr lee teach us chapter 3.3 den later he say one andy say u love me bla bla bla den suddenly i dunnoe why he said zhexian last week u told me u like eustacia den i was like... wtf? I so scared of mr lee why will talk to him about things other than maths?
Go home slack? Realized the the useless contacts side tio chip told dad he ask me throw away but i dunnoe if i should den leave it alone. Mom come home in a bad mood show me her fucking attitude den wan quarrel with me like that. Tell me is cause i every morning wake up very late den no time wear den very kan chiong in the end like that. Lame la hor i wake up at 6. 6.15 bath finish le i try wear contacts for 10 min. Den no avail. Den in the end den force to go sch hor. Say i late wake up? U GO DIE LA.
Oh i forgot to mention that clifton pinch my chest till blue-black. Cause he was wearing singlet then got that funky smell... Den i was like whats that funky smell? Den he hear till whats that fucky smell? Den he pinch my chest and hold for 10 second den he ask me:" did i pinch till ur skin?" I was like wtf confirm blue black le still ask. Den i told him i say funky smell he was like opps..?

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The time is, 9:06 PM
Monday, March 8, 2010
Title: ( freak! )


Okay today sucks. Such a bad day. Thats why i hate mondays dammit. I got a 13/25 for my e maths test bla bla bla. After sch had geog den after geog jia ten and i went toilet pump up the condom he brought with water den like water balloon. Actually i ask jia ten throw it but no... Jia ten say later and left it at the staircase. Den later when we go back the freaking water balloon disappear...
Wa super scared cleaner or teacher find it. Later they found liao go give to razak or something i and jia ten gg? Holy crap -.-'' unlucky

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The time is, 9:58 PM
Sunday, March 7, 2010
Title: ( Oropro )


Haven't update for 3 days cause i was busy playing games over the weekend! Today morning do history hw till 3. Den tuition at 5 till 6.30 den play L4D2 with jackie just now and he suck! That little dick go kill me for no reason dammit! I ask him he say cause i was dieing anyway.. WTF LA there was a freaking health pack there! U dun wan let me use den kill me u jb!

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The time is, 8:52 PM
Thursday, March 4, 2010
Title: ( **** it )


God damm. Got caught playing halo by my mom _l_. I think my lappy gona tio confiscated. Dammit i barely played 5 freaking me for crying out loud. Do hw till so late can't even play awhile game? This sucks. Life sucks. Studies sucks.

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The time is, 11:37 PM

Title: ( everything also can blame me )


Today is xiao lin's birthday!Happy birthday xiao lin :D jia you for ur studies. Ur English must improve hor!I think i'm damm nice i wished someone happy birthday!

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The time is, 11:06 PM
Wednesday, March 3, 2010
Title: ( Rocky Balboa is so cool o_o )


Today go school got the magazine thingy from the health promotion board super disgusting... Got rotten penis and rotten vaginas sia! Damm disgusting -.-'' eugene told me one of the penis like got mushroom growing on it? So wth. Other than that nothing much more... After school went jurong point with genevieve to get her a belated birthday present. Den damm suay meet till eustacia and ashlea... Den they at there keep hold each other hand den say what i and genevieve gona do this do that... i bought genevieve a pink rose and i bought her a donut so nice of me :D.
Den had lunch at some pepper thingy i not sure what the store call? But the food cook on stones O_O rather nice after that genevieve say wana take a look at handphones den i went down with her see see. Den after that she say got tuition den we leave jp took mrt home. Now doing geog notes like a goodboy!
"The world ain't all sunshine and rainbows. It's a very mean and nasty place... and I don´t care how tough you are, it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently, if you let it. You, me or nobody, is gonna hit as hard as life. But ain't about how hard you hit... It's about how hard you can get hit, and keep moving forward... how much you can take, and keep moving forward. That´s how winning is done. Now, if you know what you worth, go out and get what you worth. But you gotta be willing to take the hits. And not pointing fingers saying: You ain´t what you wanna be because of him or her or anybody. Cowards do that and that ain´t you! You´re better than that!" (Rocky Balboa) I LIKE THIS PART LIKE HELL ITS DAMM INSPIRING! I wonder if i can apply this to my life. I'm gona pick myself up and get over all this shit.

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The time is, 7:45 PM
Tuesday, March 2, 2010
Title: ( "If only" this 2 useless words. )


Today was boring like hell couldn't remember much of it only know after school go bubbletea with clifton and the chindian elijah. I drank milo ice blended. Clifton drank coffee ice blended. Elijah drank Mango ice blended. In the bubbletea there were small pearls. Elijah being a fuckhead play with the damm pearls he go spit all of them around. Den i and clifton was damm ps.
After that we cross the road waited for 187 clifton learn from elijah shoot 4 pearls at elijah den i only shot 1 then elijah go machine gun me. He go spit like 10+ pearls on me and my bag? Den the stupid pearls stick on to my shirt,pants and bag. Was damm disgusted den elijah was being a dick. I flick the pearls off my bad den the pearl land all over the bus? Theres pearls on the window on the seat... den got someone sit next to the window den the pearl stuck there. Now doing geog notes... Bye

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The time is, 10:18 PM
Monday, March 1, 2010
Title: ( Homework. )


Today got pe play soccer! Den we play 3 v 3 me nicholas and wu han vs shawn eugene and junkai. Nicholas tyco scored 1 den we won? Had maths after than mr lee went through inequality and i guess its easy? Den after that i think is chinese den like pratically whole class cheat for 默写? Even chao xiang cheated -.-''
I manage to copy 2 only so i think its 6/10? Which means i pass :D Den during a-maths mr lee went through problem sums with inequality. After which he dump us with homework. Den after sch got geog. Lessons was okay but the sucky part is i got force to stay back and do then notes. Den mrs chia say pass up by 4 den i do till 4.30 only can clear 10 slides? still got alot not yet done tomorrow den continue.
Reach home at 5. Bath and took 30 god damm minutes wearing my freaking contacts -.- the right eye keep dun wan go in. Den play wonderking for awhile now gona do maths k bye.

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The time is, 8:20 PM

Im yours,

Zhexian. 15. May 8 w/e


Grant me ,

Happiness?
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