Somebody ripped my heart out & leave me here to bleed alive.
Wednesday, July 28, 2010
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Feel rather confuse now? Yes or no is such a hard decision. Theres times where its a yes. Like so recently. I wish its a definite yes. But its like its impossible. So what for harbor thoughts and hopes near impossible?


The time is, 9:25 PM
Sunday, July 25, 2010
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I dun wana let my parents down. I dun want them to be upset. All i ever wanted was for them to be happy. Such a simple thing to say, yet hard to do it. I feel like such a loser. Why can't i be born with better brains. Why why why? All the whys. I'm such a failure.


The time is, 3:31 PM
Thursday, July 22, 2010
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Your sick. And i'm worried. The irony. Kinda of like that day during camp. Wish i could give u a hug right now. This instance. This moment.


The time is, 8:41 PM
Sunday, July 18, 2010
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YOU KNOW YOU COULD USE SOMEBODY!
YOU KNOW YOU COULD USE SOMEBODY!
USE SOMEBODY LIKE ZHEPEI
Woooot bhb :D
Suddenly remember sen mian stepping on shit while we were cleaning the free shower... Lmao max! Shit mian


The time is, 9:15 PM
Friday, July 16, 2010
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Went to kota tinggi on monday back today. Rather sad today? Had so much fun Jie Yi and Jit. Damm she bu de... Got to know many new friends. Enjoy myself during the kayaking, abseiling, flying fox and most of all the trekking. Got bitten by leeches 5 times? Rain heavily stand in the rain for nearly 2 hour while we wait for the other people to climb down from the peak. Help jocelyn mummy down. Her shoes was freaking slippery! Fall 2 times when she went down.
When we reach the camp site it was like 10? Had dinner den went to bath. On my way to dinner i made someone worried and she cried? Made me feel like an asshole ): Anyway was very touch? I wish theres something between us. Something more than just friends. Cause i want you to know when you hug me. I felt like nothing else in the world matter.


The time is, 11:22 PM
Wednesday, July 7, 2010
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Today some asshole flick my spoon and fork away when i ask chian wooi help me keep plate. Ask him whack me he dun dare.Tio call parents attitude me! Joke sia!
You so fucking fierce come whack me la? No balls? Dumb ass. Stop acting high and mighty okay. If u think u can attitude because your parents tio call please slap yourself (: oh and this person is covent (:


The time is, 10:17 PM

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Down with flu and a bad couth. How i wish i can just fall asleep forever! Lifes so boring. School sucks. (:


The time is, 7:58 PM

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Down with flu and a bad couth. How i wish i can just fall asleep forever! Lifes so boring. School sucks. (:


The time is, 7:58 PM
Monday, July 5, 2010
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Why did I let myself believe. Miracles could happen. Cause now I have to pretend. That I don't really care. And its just too hard...to watch it all... slowly fade away. I get my hopes up and i watch them fall everytime


The time is, 1:50 AM
Sunday, July 4, 2010
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Woke up at 1 plus... slack at bed till 3 plus den wake up. :D


The time is, 11:01 PM

Im yours,

Zhexian. 15. May 8 w/e


Grant me ,

Happiness?
Lovesick electric


Hear Me Out


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