Wednesday, October 20, 2010
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You cannot say you've lost a friend. If a friendship is capable of ending, it is because it never existed.
You were always the one i could turn to when i had problems. Do u know how much it hurts? I know i'm in the wrong. But then its too late cause this ain't the first time. I wana feel sorry for myself but its pointless. Its hopeless. Just typing this out tears me apart...

"Have ... have any of you ... lost that one friend ... that person who you thought will ALWAYS be there. Who said they would always be there, but, then, they got tired of you, or fed up with you, or just stopped caring about you, and they just left? After promising you they would never leave they break that promise? You have other friends, people who are your best friends, but that person just meant something to you, something really special, and while those other best friends of yours are people who you would die for in a minute, and they are still there and you know they always will be, you just feel... empty because they take that specialness away because they just don't care anymore. They accuse their leaving of being your fault. They say it's because you stopped caring. Because you pushed them away farther than they could take. Because you just weren't good enough. Because you just didn't try hard enough. They say that if you cares, that if you didn't push them away, that if you were good enough, that if you tried harder, then they would still be there. But, what I don't understand is why they can't understand that the only reason I push someone away was because I loved them so much, and that they meant so much to me, and that I got scared. I was frightened that they would take that love away. And I was right. They did. Why can't they understand?” - Jacqueline Kelly

Tuesday, October 19, 2010
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Had the sorts extravaganza again. Meet clifton,cj and jk at mac. Ate hotcakes. Left mac at 7 went to lakeside park. Reach at 720 like that? Didn't thought it'll rain but right after i finish my run it started raining! Have like 2 or 3 blisters because i ran without my shoes ~.~
Having mix feelings when i see you happy... i'm happy that your happy yet jealous that i can't be the one making you happy too.
Theres something bout love that breaks your heart woah oh oh oh

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I really wish i can tell you what happen on that day. But i bet you won't believe me. Sign... I guess thats how far our friendship can go... I really don't want it to end this way. But its pointless for me to hope so right? Cause i know you've already given up on me...

Wednesday, October 6, 2010
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Who can you trust in this world? No one. Trust no one except for yourself. Cause everyones just gona hurt you over and over again. Trust your friends. Thats what i always tell others. But when it comes to me myself, I'm just unable to do it. There are those who would do anything to you just to see you feel upset. It makes them feel good. So don't let them see it in you. Let them know u dun give a fuck to what they think.

Monday, October 4, 2010
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Ever wanted something so bad you would do anything to get it? Sure. Of course we all have. But anything i such a vague word. Knowing the truth just hurt you yet u wana know it despite knowing it'll hurt you. The irony.