and a lonely feeling take over me... I just want somebody there for me. Someone who understand me. Someone who will accept me for who i am. Someone who won't judge me. Someone who won't despise me for the way i am. Someone whom i can love with all my heart... No one cares. All they do is laugh and hate. I can't say i don't feel jealous... Hard days break me hard night shape me... I know that only god can judge me. If i make it through today would tomorrow be the same? Am i just running in pain. If i stumble and i fall should i get up and carry on or would it all just be the same...